I know this can turn in to something

Pretty Awful

Didn’t want you wasting your time looking at me
When I keep fighting this feel that the world’s laughing at me

You have no Idea
How hard it is to hear
Your second best
And things will never change
I don’t want to get up to face the pain
If I close my eyes I wonder who I’d blame

You have no Idea
How much I feared the reflection staring back at me
And things will never change

We all just look back and wonder who to blame?

And I blamed everyone but me…

I know I'm going to do something with this sooner or later, in a way I started it as a statement about self esteem ...really up my ally.