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Scruffy


Unwashed unfair
Unclean, your hair
Its how I woke up this morning and do you love me this way?

I looked I hoped
I stopped I’ve grown
And I see every thing
Everything
And now

Blue eyes, blonde hair
My eyes fill with tears
She said


Ya um just what it says, no clue why it lapsed in to Nirvanna? "She said"???... ok you can just call me Kurdt now.

It comes at the oddest times.

So I was on the train today and decided to put myself in a woman's POV of things around her... I probably failed miserably! So I figured I'd grab on to something familiar and it's the concept that lust must be universal...Ok women don't have the same sort of lust as men do... But I've been proven wrong before heck I've seen it. Anyway there was this ambiguously straight man, I mean right out of a muscle mag, I'm sure both men and women drool over him so I was inspired.
I wrote two of them in um....Wow 15 minutes so I'm only going to post one for now cuz I really really want to work on the other one, maybe for a class...Oh yah never mentioned this I'm aiming to take yet another songwriting course...We'll see where this one leads me.... Happens next month so keep an eye out for that.


Scene on a morning train


Bird…
Tree…
Peace…
Believe
Me
Heart of stone
Softens quickly

Go on run away
If you’re scared, don’t care

Dare to dream
Please believe me

Falling
Leaves
I dare to dream them
So
Hope
To see
You
Again

Hope to see you again

(sung over the above)
I open the morning paper
I see you watching over me
I close my eyes
You have to go away
I have to wash you away
Why does this always happen?
So you work on your body try and make it
But then you turn heads so did I ask for this?
Hey when did I ask for this?
I don’t dare
Share the world she/we sees
And I don’t care how I/she do/does it
Find a way to a mindful place I’ve go here
For me it’s so hard to see
The world
For what it its
When it’s there
So I Hope I don’t see you again



Two things are happening here, through the wonders of sound engineering you should hear two voices .

A series of false starts

So it's just like the title says; it happens to the best of us!



Why are the streets all bare?
And all the doors are closed and locked?
It’s as we’re all scared that something evil will happen to us but then
The opportunities end
Or may be they just begin again
And is this just a waste of time?

That sounded something like collective soul... depressed.



So lets ignore the mistakes,

it's just a series of words... it's ART I declared it so!





At these bargain basement prices
What’s the matter with you?

I'm not sure where I was going with that, perhaps it was the tone of the question. In my semi sane mind the question "what's the matter with you?" is really funny. but then again so is the word "lamb chop" Challenge you to say it 6 times with out smiling



She hit me upside the head and wondered why I was crying
So I spit in to her tea.

Somewhere at the end of that sentence is a shark jump!

Hmm ok I'm back

Right, I'm pulling this one straight from word, no clue if it's actually going to work...so um here goes.




in vino veritas


Heavy on my mind was the contact -and the things you said which lead to huge portions of liquor and indulging in wine.
They say when every thing fades to black too soon
The night is over, yeah its over when a hush comes to the room.
And the cussing and the fighting
And the rain that fell upon our heads
We were kicked out or lead out
(Oh whatever) I don’t remember anymore.

I yelled you had enough to drink.
You kept insisting everything was ok-
You drove the car on to the curb
I had to stop you some way-
You said a bit too much to me…
One drink and your over and it’s over when all is said and done.

Lets play through the chain of events shall we?
You said you had a thing for me, now I’m okay with this
But it doesn’t bring me bliss to see you in this way.
This state of desperation lacks a bit of décor.
Then someone called you a name
You got all hot and bothered
Then the fussing and the fighting, let to blood shed it’s amazing.
How quick things got out of hand. (how quickly it began)

I yelled you had enough to drink.
You kept insisting everything was ok-
You drove the car on to the curb
I had to stop you some way-
You said a bit too much to me…
One drink and your over and it’s over when all is said and done.

I yelled I had enough to drink.
But kept insisting I was ok
I threw up in your kitchen sink.
Before you stuck your tongue in to my mouth.
Now I’m speechless
And it’s over when it’s over and it’s over when all is said and done.

So maybe I was on the brink of something there?
So maybe you’re just a good friend looking out.
And I’m secure in what I am, but what I am is what I am…
and I am is Drunk.

I yelled I had enough to drink.
But kept insisting I was ok
I threw up in your kitchen sink.
Before you stuck your tongue in to my mouth.
Now I’m speechless
And it’s over when it’s over and it’s over when all is said and done.

2(voxs split)

I yelled you had enough to drink.
You kept insisting everything was ok
You drove the car on to the curb
I had to stop you some way-
You said a bit too much to me…
One drink and your over and it’s
over when all is said and done.
I yelled I had enough to drink.
But kept insisting I was ok
I threw up in the sink.
You stuck your tongue in to my mouth.
Now I’m speechless
And it’s over when it’s over and it’s over when all is said and done.


I was thinking a benny girl sound here along the lines of (love and fear) "Benny girl" is cool NY band that I know and after playing thier cd nonstop this came out...yet the formatting here is off but I think you get the picture...its not as long as it seems.

WTF?

Asleep at the wheel
It’s like I never feel a thing
Anymore
This world comes undone
Just when it starts to get fun

It’s like I knew
It’s like a new
Day
Just like I Knew
So hysterical Just like you too.

Written so Bjork can sing, envision her singing it in to a tin can...no we like Bjork...in small doses.

Another oldie

Falling
The stroller
Stand still in the corner
And I’m wandering far away

My mother she calls me
And I’m busy dreaming
This airport is scary
It frightens me
Away
From the safety of
Higher authority
Are you ok?
They say

Handle
My body
They touch me (de?)
While I shine
I sing with laughter
The path that unfolds here
Closing the doors of the sanctuary


Um, I don't know...really I don't, we're talkin 2003 here. There is a very rare (de?) your guess is as good as mine.

Set the way back machine to 2003, Sherman!

Ok had to dip in to the archives today, I've lots of work on my plate... but the posting bug has got me and ah well nevermind and ya this was written WAYBACK in 03... not sure that my styles changed much.


Repetitive heart


Sit there alone, watch the energies flow.
I can’t decide if it’s my heart on the line.
And how do I feel
While watching you steal

Gonna get away with it this time
You bet I’m gonna get away with it
Gonna find a way this time
I just gotta find a way


Is this how you deal?
So is this how you feel?
Hiding your face
Falling from grace
Are you?

Gonna get away with it this time
You bet I’m gonna get away with it
Gonna find a way this time
I just gotta find a way

I can’t decide if it’s my heart on the line.
And how do I feel
While watching you steal
You dream too much about running in place
Falling from grace


(very depeche mode I think, or just a generic dance song) update 6/3- Look ma, not a mention of death.

Wondering how long until I lose steam?

Ok the last one is kinda funny



As high as the mountain top

There goes the day oh I’m tired I’m so very tired
What’s sometimes impossible or at once truly
Unbearable is that life I choose to leave behind

Am I’m going to smile at the pain?
Am I going to, laugh at the rain?
And the over cast clouds that are coming down
On me…

So lets face another day
Lets look away from oppression
And other forms of
Depression

When I want to dance with you
Escape from the sadness too
And see if I can prove to you
I’m the man you need me to be

Am I’m going to smile at the pain?
Am I going to, laugh at the rain?
And the over cast clouds that are coming down
On me…

Through sin and destructive forces
I’ve fallen through the hole in space
Through arrogant meanings you placed on me.
I’ve seen the mountaintop.
I’m so high so very, tired

Am I’m going to smile at the pain?
Am I going to, laugh at the rain?
And the over cast clouds that are coming down
On me…


So I tried really really hard to write a happy tune, the word Pain did find it's way in there. But it's a happy pain!!!

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SIDE EFFECTS: Tell your doctor immediately


Diarrhea may occur. If this effect persists or worsens, notify your doctor promptly.
Report promptly: trouble sleeping, increased coughing, swelling of the hands or feet, bone or joint pain, persistent sore throat, unusual fatigue, pain/redness at the injection site, nausea/vomiting, dizziness, headache.
And I can’t feel my hands; I can feel my mind slipping away into a state.
Unlikely but report promptly: tingling hands or feet.
This medication can lower the body's ability to fight an infection. Notify your doctor promptly if you develop any signs of infections such as fever, chills or persistent sore throat. If you grow wings run to the nearest window.
In the unlikely event you have an allergic reaction to this drug, seek immediate medical attention. Symptoms of an allergic reaction include rash, itching, swelling, severe dizziness, or trouble breathing. Symptoms may occur while the drug is being given; in these cases the drug infusion must be stopped.
If you notice other effects not listed above, contact your doctor or pharmacist.
Tell your doctor immediately if you show signs of…Weakness at the onset of,
And I can’t feel my hands; I can feel my mind slipping away into a state.
Upset stomach, nausea, vomiting, heartburn, headache, diarrhea, constipation, drowsiness, and dizziness. If any of these effects persist or worsen, notify the doctor or pharmacist promptly.
Tell the doctor immediately if any of these serious side effects occur: stomach pain, swelling of the hands or feet, sudden or unexplained weight gain, ringing in the ears (tinnitus).
Tell the doctor immediately if any of these unlikely but serious side effects occur: vision changes, rapid or pounding heartbeat, easy bruising or bleeding.
And I can’t feel my hands; I can feel my mind slipping away into a state.
And some of us want to run away, away from the pain in side but what’s left behind?
Tell the doctor immediately if any of these highly unlikely but very serious side effects occur: change in amount of urine, severe headache, very stiff neck, mental/mood changes, persistent sore throat or fever.
This drug may infrequently cause serious (rarely fatal) bleeding from the stomach or intestines. If you notice any of the following unlikely but very serious side effects, stop taking this pill and consult the doctor or pharmacist immediately: black stools, persistent stomach/abdominal pain, vomit that looks like coffee grounds.
This drug may rarely cause serious (possibly fatal) liver disease. If you notice any of the following highly unlikely but very serious side effects, stop giving medication and consult the doctor or pharmacist immediately: yellowing eyes and skin, dark urine, unusual/extreme tiredness. Cranky children, angry bosses.
And some of us want to run away, away from the pain in side but what’s left behind? Is too destructive for words can say anything I can’t say anything to you and your mind
Has turned to darkness has turned to darkness.
An allergic reaction to this drug is unlikely, but seek immediate medical attention if it occurs. Symptoms of an allergic reaction include: rash, itching, swelling, severe dizziness, trouble breathing.
If you notice other effects, Drowsiness, dizziness, headache, tiredness, clumsiness, decreased interest in sex, decreased appetite, nausea, constipation, or joint pain may occur. If any of these effects persist or worsen, notify your doctor or pharmacist promptly. Run
Tell your doctor immediately if any of these serious side effects occur: mental/mood changes, confusion, slurred speech or difficulty speaking, difficulty remembering things.
Has turned to darkness has turned to darkness. In the middle of all of this,
The state you’ve found your self in.
An allergic reaction to this drug is unlikely, but seek immediate medical attention if it occurs. Don’t just stand there you have serious issues. Symptoms of an allergic reaction include: rash, itching, swelling, severe dizziness, trouble breathing.
If you notice other effects not listed above, contact your doctor or pharmacist.
Headache or joint pain may occur. If any of these effects persist or worsen, notify your doctor promptly.
If diarrhea occurs, it may be only temporary during the first week of treatment. If it occurs, your doctor may recommend that you drink plenty of liquids to avoid becoming dehydrated. If the diarrhea does not resolve on its own after 2 days or if you feel very weak, have severe cramping, dizziness/lightheadedness/fainting, or irregular heartbeats, stop and tell your doctor immediately. Severe death may occur.
The state you’ve found your self in. I want to leave this place forever.
If you experience different or suddenly worsening stomach/abdominal pain compared to your regular IBS symptoms, with or without bloody stools, stop taking this medication and tell your doctor immediately. This could be a sign of a rare but serious intestinal problem (ischemic colitis).
An allergic reaction to this drug is unlikely, but seek immediate medical attention if it occurs. Symptoms of an allergic reaction include: rash, itching, swelling, severe dizziness, trouble breathing.
If you notice other effects not listed above, contact your doctor or pharmacist.
But there’s nothing now, there’s nothing now.
Tell your doctor immediately if you wish too keep the illness you originally came in for because the side effects are worse than the actual illnessRemind your doctor that in the Middle Ages they used leeches. Tell your Pharmacists that you may have an allergic reaction to alchemists.

Hmm, this looked way better in word format, there are a few things going on here and I think this could actually work as a nice uptempo diddy. It's part cut and paste really, most of the spoken backround parts (the unbolded) are stright out of websites for common drugs like Advil, but of course Ax doesn't want to get sued, so I've changed a few names here and there...I've also added a few funny lines that are hidden in the text... I like to do that to see if your paying attention. But I must say that the "vomit that looks like coffee grounds", is an original side effect from this product... I can't make stuff like that up.

Don't know much about Err

Ok so today I've been listening to my motivational tapes, and I swear I'm going to not listen to the voices in my head that beg to be put down in to msword. I'm also jamming with some kids tonight out in the LES, whoo Hooo! Power chords til I die!

What a poor excuse, for a man

Are you laughing again, is that a hint of a smile I see there?

The sun has come out; the kids are at play once again.
And after the darkness…and after the pain…after the murders and after the rain
That washes the bloodstains down the drains.


Your kid seems happy, is that hint of Irony?
The phases they go though, the angers all in your mind after all

The sun has come out; the kids are at play ones again.
And after the darkness…and after the pain…after the murders and after the rain
That washes the bloodstains down the drains.

Only time will tell if that drug will ever work for you the way that the say it’s supposed to.
But then again…

Only time can heal all wounds at least that what the old wives learned to say to us.

Who made you angry- who made you this mad?
Your mood just turns on a dime?
It’s so confusing are you a child or a man?
And what a poor excuse for a-

The sun has come out; the kids are at play (ones) again.
And after the darkness…and after the pain…after the murders and after the rain
That washes the bloodstains down the drains.

um, well... I really dig Collective soul, and I found some lyric writing book somewhere that said it might be good practice, to write a song like one of your favorite artist...How Nirvanna creeped into the structure is beyond me but I swear I'm not as morbid as my lyrics read, rather I'm a creepy little teddy bear... hmm that didn't come out right.



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5

There’s a missing piece of the puzzle.
It’s like I’ve committed a crime, there’s a hole in my heart were you belong
Now that you’re gone

It’s been five years
It’s been five years
And the smell of you still hangs in the air
And the smell of you still lingers there

Was it all so terrible?
Am I just being unreasonable? My heart goes out to you.
Everything fades to grey, oh my love has held this long

It’s been five years
It’s been five years
And the smell of you still hangs in the air
And the smell of you still lingers there

Are you off to war?
Has that door been closed for long?
Will the pain that I feel at the loss of you ever go?

It’s been five years
It’s been five years
And the smell of you still hangs in the air
And the smell of you still lingers there

Why are there so many questions that don’t have answers?
Why are your so-called friends avoiding me?
And will this longing pain ever end?

It’s been five years
It’s been five years
And the smell of you still hangs in the air
And the smell of you still lingers there
And the smell of you still hangs in the air And the smell of you still lingers there.


Easy one, I was thinking of Lenny Kravitz and though I know little about what went on between he and Lisa Bonet there was inspriation there, besides that I like the numbers 5 and 7. This one isn't as violent as the others is it? I think the next challenge will be to write something happy...wonder if I can actually do that? Hmmm